Two thoughts

keep swimming through my mind and I can't seem to escape either of them. One is clearly inevitable and, while inescapable, is pointless to dwell upon. The other requires a conscious decision and action from myself, an action that I'm hesitant to take and even more afraid of not taking. So the thoughts spin on and intertwine as the seconds tick by, soon blending into one swirl of confusion deep within my mind. Consuming and so enigmatic, this dust envelopes all of my being and bleeds into my skin. It never settles.

Some emotions are merely illusions that mask the thoughts we're too afraid to act upon.

I might regret posting this later... it's way personal. But I'll edit when I can, bell...