Tides of Life

Saturday, August 06, 2005

I've really felt God speaking to me today... or maybe I've just been listening more closely.

It seems no matter what I'm doing or where I am, the resounding theme of my day has been stillness. Not that my day has been still, but I feel as though I need to seek greater stillness within my life so that I can better understand God's voice. I intend to. The noises of the world and even those within my own mind continually drown out the peace that God offers all of us.

At work today I realized just how strongly the nagging voice in my head contributes to the daily stress within my life. You know what I mean - the little part of yourself that constantly doubts and worries, jumps to false conclusions, tells you that the whole world is against you - it's an awful thing. But today I discovered a way to triumph over it. I can silence the voice at will now, and the reason why is so obvious that I can scarcely believe I never saw it before. Alone I am weak - miniscule things get to me and build up into "insurmountable" barriers. But God is my strength and He is always at hand. He alone understands the reason why I am in a certain place at a particular moment in time. Each moment of life provides an opportunity to let Him shine through, even in something as mundane as scanning another person's groceries. I see certain people each day for a reason unknown to me, yet defined by my actions. God provides an opportunity, and it's up to me whether or not to trust Him.

I do.

Voices of fear merely attempt to destroy that trust. But now I won't let them.

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