(sigh)

All I want to do is sleep. I'm exhausted and don't feel very well, but here I sit, pushing back my bedtime goals on an hourly basis and simultaneously pushing myself to my breaking point. It's a weary cycle.

In interviews they ask you what your greatest fault is, and you have to come up with something the dictionary defines as a flaw, yet something which magically transforms into a positive quality in the mind of the interviewer. My answer to such a question is usually the fact that I'm too hard on myself, and spread myself too thin. If I had to tell the truth now, I would tell them that I'm downright neglectful of myself. I tend to drop everything I'm doing if someone needs to talk, and I often spend too much time trying to socialize and make the world happier and not enough time doing my homework, or doing things that I love, or even things I need sometimes (like sleep). I know this is technically a good thing, because in the end what will matter most is that I've been here for people when they needed. At least, that's my goal. But sometimes...

All I want to do is sleep.

(sigh)