I'M DONE

I'm done!!!!!!!!!
I'm done, I'm done, I'm done
I'm DONE!

I finished my AP Psych course today, which was the last big thing hanging over my head. One more movie review, some English crap, and then I'm free! I graduate in less than one week. This is insane.

Nothing feels real right now. It doesn't feel like I'm done with the course, or that this is my last week of high school ever, or that I'm about to officially graduate, or that I'm going to be turning eighteen, or that such an amazing guy, my best friend, has truly grown to love me after four years in spite of all my flaws and stupidity... or that my whole world is about to change forever. It just doesn't seem like it's all happening. I feel like I'm in this surreal little bubble watching the world spin on around me. My mom said it best a few minutes ago. She said she was worried because I'm at such a high that when I finally come back down I'll crash to a deeper low than I've hit in a while. I fear that she's right and yet I can't help the height I'm at, nor would I change this even if I could. Sooner or later this reality will catch up to me and take my breath away. But until then I'm just slipping and sliding along a long corridor in my socks, dancing my heart away like no one can see me and belting out the words laughing deep within my soul.

I love this feeling.