I am ashamed
Sometimes re-reading old journals is such a huge slap in the face.
I was the most self-absorbed, materialistic, snotty little insecure middle school brat you would have ever met. I was mean, unappreciative of my true friends, and I sought attention for all the wrong reasons. It's utterly distressing to see written proof of your foolish past. I am ashamed.
Yet it's gratifying to realize how much more I've come to understand.
I'll turn out alright yet.
I was the most self-absorbed, materialistic, snotty little insecure middle school brat you would have ever met. I was mean, unappreciative of my true friends, and I sought attention for all the wrong reasons. It's utterly distressing to see written proof of your foolish past. I am ashamed.
Yet it's gratifying to realize how much more I've come to understand.
I'll turn out alright yet.

1 Comments:
At 8:55 PM, August 11, 2005,
Jenny said…
I can echo that sentiment in terms of myself...sometimes it's amazing to open up your eyes and see how much you've changed without even realizing it.
You're a wonderful person, Sarah--never forget that! :)
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